By Adela Toplean | March 30, 2007 - 9:00 am - Posted in life 'n art
The little book at the left, The Art of Rock. Posters from Presley to Punk is a sad book. They didn’t live happily ever after.
Yes, pieces of cardboard not meaning much for the twenty fist century music lovers/ makers/ promoters. Apart from the nostalgic collectors, no one cares anymore for the amazing graphic achievements of, say, a Jefferson Airplane poster (always my favourites) or a Velvet Underground visual concept.
Who pays attention to a booklet today? I will not start another discussion about music losing physical support, about collapsing sales, dying labels, legal and illegal downloads, iPods, and airplay; there are oh so many professional guys covering the topic. My concern is minor and personal: when people talk about the visual history of music, people refer to MTV, Madonna and the 80s. Which I think it’s wrong. Tell me a music video that could equal in popularity Rolling Stones’ tongue. A video abbreviates and biases the musical impact (you hear a song and it leaves a certain impression on you; then you see its video and – hocus-pocus – it’s like hearing another song for better or for worse. Did this ever happen to you?). But the poster or the booklet respects and encourages the approach of the sounds. On one hand, it stands for itself, on the other hand, its advertising side could be seen as an artful prelude to an exclusive love-affair between you and the music. The poster is there to stir up your desire, not to consume your thrill. Sadly enough, I’ve seen lots of videos eclipsing or masking or defending the music; they’re nothing but subtle ways of despising the qualification of the sounds alone to defend themselves, to raise passions, to build empires and to tear down the walls.
Long live Velvet Underground’s banana!

By Adela Toplean | March 28, 2007 - 7:01 am - Posted in life 'n art
I do not like tourism. I’m against it.
If I enjoy a place, I do not feel like leaving it the next day, I tend to stay there longer, I tend to instill it. If I like a building, I tend not to take pictures – I find it rude and useless.
The good maps are the big colourful fully detailed thin-papered ones with pictures, descriptions of the museums, local history and industry, tiny streets in tiny letters; useless to say this kind of map is perfectly worthless when you’re outside in an (always a bit) windy location: one needs a steady atmosphere and a double hotel bed to keep it unfolded. No, I cannot read a detailed map, let alone fold it the right way when done with it.
Being a tourist occurs a strange feeling of precariousness; you’re tired and messy most of the time, you are bound to wear the same comfortable “tourist-clothes” regardless of the time and space, all passer-bys are better dressed and better-smelling than you, they all look careless, hands in their pockets, they know what they’re doing and where they’re heading to, they talk on the phone and carry their babies without paying attention to churches and bridges, they meet friends in the park and they despise your camera and your strange accent. Seeing you, they’ve never been happier for having a routine and you’ve never been more miserable for not having one; you miss your make-up box, your high-heeled red shoes, your own steady breakfast in your very own bed.
Tourism? That’s a vocational job. Most of us collapse under its burden. And we won’t even admit it. Just a few are somehow pleased with it. Just a very few truly satisfied. Not me.PS: Fleetwood Mac’s “Beautiful Child” is full of enigmatic harmony. I always liked the song. It could turn a timetable in something meaningless, colorful and friendly.


By Adela Toplean | March 26, 2007 - 11:02 am - Posted in life 'n art
What do we know about the precise nature of our expectations? Not much, I’m afraid. The most comfortable expectations are the general ones. The precision of our desires and goals is a bravery that borders on barbarism. And it scares everyone away. And we’re the first to run off…

PS: Very new canvas above. It took me ages to finish it: “Room. Man”. Click on it if you feel like seeing it full-sized.
PS2: This Monday, like every other day of the week, has its own song. It’s Bowie’s “China Girl” that sets the rhythm and the waves. Sssshhhhh!…

By Adela Toplean | March 21, 2007 - 1:21 pm - Posted in life 'n art
… from a certain age on, you are bound to lose. You lose the new chances and you lose the sight of your future, you lose your own present occasions and you even lose the right and the ability to handle new starts. Instead, you finally gain the right to supervise your past and take some thoughtful “retro-decisions”; that is, regaining interest in yourself as you used to be when riding old bicycles and listening to Buddy Holly. PS: I could regain myself while listening to Humble Pie and reading Wieseltier’s splendid book Kaddish over and over again. But you see, people around me are already losing interest in my endless re-doings, so I feel old and chance-less.

By Adela Toplean | March 17, 2007 - 10:42 am - Posted in life 'n art
The boy was 8 and he was brought into Court, and he had no mother, and he had no father:”So, you enjoy stealing…”
“No.”
“But you DID steal.”
“Yes.”
“When was the last time you stole?”
“Last week.”
“What did you steal?”
“A rabbit.”

By Adela Toplean | March 12, 2007 - 10:32 am - Posted in life 'n art
There are no ordinary-looking people; there’s something remarkable and something grotesque about us all. Sometimes I discern the lust or the bitterness in the finest features; as a matter of fact, the gross intentions are more easily discernible on refined faces. When a graceful thought creeps out one’s mind, you can see a woman or man transformed in a fantastic, otherworldly creature walking the streets as if nothing happened, buying shoes, drinking coffee or cashing money and all surroundings are suddenly bursting into light as if leaving a tunnel. There are such extraordinary contrasts imprinted on people’s faces that one has to believe in heaven and hell by only strolling through town saying hi, bye and thank you.

PS: I’ve been in love with Squeeze for ages. But today “Goodbye Girl”, “Cool for Cats”, “Another Nail in My Heart” and “Is That Love?” are really standing out.


By Adela Toplean | March 9, 2007 - 9:47 am - Posted in life 'n art
I once had a friend. He was a poet. He had a brilliant mind and no money. Like most of the people with brilliant minds and no money, he had schizophrenia and he smoked a lot. We were once at the town library of my adolescence and he had a crisis on the hallway because of a librarian who mocked him, and I was scared and there was a touch of tenderness in my being scared of him, and I loved him and I believed in his symbolist poems and in his playing chess. He loved Hermann Hesse Bob Dylan and Leonard Cohen and when I got married he came at the wedding all dressed-up in a wrong cherry-like suit and he brought an Emily Dickinson collection of poems with a dedication in his shaky handwriting and I had to rearrange his tie a few times, that silky slim tie and that worn-out collar of his everyday shirt. Then I moved on in a worse place, in a worse town, I’ve been through some bad times and some worse times, but one day I got back to my adolescence town and it was the spring term and I was proud I was a student and the day was all sun and birds and I saw him drifting through the town and his beautiful black eyes weren’t looking anywhere, no he didn’t see anybody, his jeans were shorter his hair was longer darker and muddy, his thick glasses were broken, his fingers were yellow from smoking and I said let us sit down at a table but no, he wanted neither coffee nor beer, he wanted milk, I went inside and asked the bartender but no, they had no milk, no milk at all, so I went down the street at the grocery store and bought him milk and came back and sat with him at the table in the sun. And I had two braids of shiny chestnut hair and even my face was shining and I was happy and I smiled at him and he started to cry. He put his big yellow hand on my joyful cheek he caressed my hair and he cried and cried and he called me “my dear” and he took the milk, stood up, said farewell and disappeared around the corner. He died soon after that spring day at the age of 26 and I shell never see him again, I shell never see him again. And up to now, this is the most personal story I have written in this blog and this is the truth, Ciprian Nickel is dead and all these happened 9 years ago.
PS: To Ciprian, who never heard of Youtube, but thought that God is going to save everybody at the long last, here is Cohen’s “Famous BLue Raincoat”, live performance from 1979.

By Adela Toplean | March 7, 2007 - 9:16 am - Posted in life 'n art
God, like every pixyish Creature who has a heart, also has a weakness for overtones and inarticulateness; and for evasiveness which is a godly manoeuvre as well. Humans are expert only in pointing their finger in anger, frustration or exaltation. Humans have precise thoughts and fixed ideas. We should have been taught not to know what to wait from God; that would have made it easier for everybody. There are worse things than misunderstandings.
PS: One of my favorite artists covering one of my all time favourites songs; when Antony sings a song, nothing else stands except the sorrow, the vibe, the thrill, the tremor, the passion, the joy, the fervor, the ultimate power, the melancholy in his voice; when Cohen writes a song, it’s for eternity. Watch the performance here.


By Adela Toplean | March 1, 2007 - 11:02 am - Posted in life 'n art
Not the first time when I write about Helena Josefsson. She is part of Sandy Mouche and the finest ingredient in Per Gessle’s vocational project Son of a Plumber. But today I will turn to Helena alone. Her first solo album Dynamo is out, so I finally got the chance to write about her in relation to nobody else.
Helena makes that kind of music you want to follow, you want to see growing, spreading, raising debates, questioning, fighting and beating clichés, puzzling conventionalists and captivating those who have an intense (and intuitive) sense of music; you somehow want to take this music upon yourself and make it circulate faster, make it reach everybody, not tomorrow, not in a few hours, but now. It rarely happens to start my mails and conversations with: “you gotta hear this”, but ever since I have listened to Helena’s first single “By Your Side”, I was compelled to change my greeting-habits; and after listening to the whole album, I’ve realized that, for some reason, I took Helena’s music very personally; which is a thing that doesn’t happen often, if at all.
However, better tell you more about this amazing album that, from today on, is out in the open.
So I will start with an attribute I tell everybody and write everywhere: she’s otherworldly. And everything else has its roots in this first description.
Now you will probably tell me that every artful gesture coming from every artist must have an otherworldly touch in order to make (and support) a difference; and I won’t argue with you. But. Founding your art on bewitching premises, as Helena does, takes an extremely well-controlled creative force. It’s about a very rare ability of faultlessly juggling with your own creative impulses and slippery imagination, merging them with only half-understood intuitions and totally unknown throbs coming from some nebulous “other side”. And so, Dynamo is a “visited” place, full of slushes, whispers, insinuating noises; and there’s no one there to help you out, because Helena has already become a fairy and, like all fairies, she turns ambiguous and ambivalent, provocative and passionate, comfortless and cruel, tender and ticklish. You’re lost, and you like it. It’s first class escapism.
One could, of course, point at a certain fashion of ingeniously combining elegant, ethereal sounds with red-blooded spirit coming directly from the early Kate Bush (especially “The Dreaming”, the classical “Wuthering Hights”, “Man with the Child in His Eyes”, “Army Dreamers”) or from her latest eclectic and graceful masterpiece Aerial; or, again, from Björk’s earlier music, before the electronically distorted sounds to become the Icelandic artist’s favourites; or, moreover, from the never used-up 70-80′s R&B influences wonderfully recaptured by, say, Antony and the Johnsons, my favourite New Yorkers. Yes, they are all to be guessed in the background of Helena’s album. However, as far as I am personally concerned, I couldn’t help but hearing in her “Pirate King”‘s noisy presence as well as in the whole airy fairy-tale-ish atmosphere of the album, the legendary Sgt. Pepper and his “Lucy in the Sky of Diamonds”, “Good Morning Good Morning”, “Being for the Benefit of Mr. Kite” and therefore I would speculate here Christoffer Lundquist’s propensity to Beatles and conceptual albums.
Speaking about Helena’s genius-producer, I ought to mention (and salute) his latest predilection to oboe that already saved a Roxette track (“Reveal” that is) and is going to make “Sleepyhead” one of the most touching and realistically positive songs to be heard. As a matter of fact, as far as a dilettante (like me) could discern, Dynamo is arranged with excellency; infinite attention paid to details, but always to the benefit of the general (oh so smooth) view, nothing thick, nothing loose, nothing overwrought, no excesses, just subtleties and adequacy.
The album seems literally (consider the geographical position of Aerosol Grey Machine Studio!) and imagistically (consider the lyrics and Helena’s presence!) plucked off the Nature; which provides on one hand, a rough freshness and, on the other hand, an unexpected, sophisticated mythical dimension. My favourite “Where does the unused love go?” and the artful “Air hostess” are, perhaps, the most “urban” songs on the album, “In the Woods”, “Meadow”, “Ghosts”, “Big Bad Wolf” and “The Moon is a Grain of Sand” are almost-almost displaying a cosmic fusion with Nature and a careful playing with the equivocal Powers Out There, while “Never Never”, “Waterlily Love”, “Sleepyhead” and “By your side” descend deep inside the (often underrated) woman’s labyrinthine soul; they uncover the essentially ambivalent approach of one’s self and of others; there is, yes, tension in the album; and infinite tenderness too; the most melodic parts are delivered in twisted, unexpected, refined ways (“Waterlily Love”, “By Your Side”) while the most dissonant and heavy ones are displayed with a childish candor (“Pirate King”, “Big Bad Wolf”). Still, the album is not an incomprehensible paradox, but a smooth, coherent fundamentally existential statement. And it is, yes, more than music. And that’s why I am grateful. So grateful.

PS: picture taken from Helena’s official website.

PS2: and thanx, Elevator. Very well done!